Once upon a time, i thought i was powerful enough to change the world. Fearlessly and ignorantly, i always spoke my mind out load because i thought my speech might one day change the office ladies sitting there, overhearing. I was too childish to think that i was intelligent and inspiring enough to at least change sb for the world. What an idiot would believe an office lady has the power to make world-affecting decisions. HA-HA! i wish i have the power to support my family, my brother, my father, and my mother, even though i hate her. No matter how hard i pretend, it is even harder to forget how much harm she's done to us. Im tired, im really tired. But i cannot give up. I have to help them, i need to, help them, and myself. So, Rose, you cannot give up, but excel! u have to work harder and harder to guarantee a good life and be able to support them. i wish i was a blank paper. | 
